my FALL look

clothes: ROBERT GELLER

shoot 'em up.i: "Doris' Day Out"

PHOTO: George Burt
STYLIST: B A Richards
STYLE ASSISTANT: Paulette Weiss
MAKEUP & HAIR: Julia Church
MODEL: Erica "No Contract" Cartwright

a peaceful notion...

the best way to be seen

is to disappear, when you are most needed.

It's pitiful i know, but it's the truth. one day i'll disappear--everyone will ask "where is he?" but I'll be no where to be found. i might even be dead--they'll never know. then they'll have to live their lives wondering--that's if they care. i'll never know. i suppose that's fine with me.

I'll be off, somewhere warm, peacefully walking barefooted, just myself and tranquil thoughts. no expectations, opinions or cares. just air and light and dark. it is beautiful. calm and soft. i touch myself gently thinking about it, being there, in this serenity with you.

BAR

art: C.Cran

bon nuit

...

i wish i could paint pictures more than anything in the world; maybe even more than world peace.

i respect anyone who can re-create (at least to my satisfaction) a scene, person, inanimate object, whatever, accurately on canvas, Hillroy, brickwall, whatever, without thinking about it...

photo: BAR

suicide is still painless

it's very quiet tonight

especially for the City. i can see the moon from the bathtub, through the window. it's a perfect crescent; God's thumbnail on that huge thumb of His, pressing down on us 'til we don't exist. i don't exist. i am steam, vapour, the clouds, everything and nothing. Every sigh exhales a little more of what is left...

...the sky is velvet and blankets over the highrises and factory smoke... children dream of their days and their dogs protect them...

...soon, heavy eyelids. rest in one piece.

BAR

photo: BAR

blue

happy birthday

A day of silence

no candles

blue skies

picnic

a clean bedroom

pressed sheets

pillow fluffed

fresh

a full plate

chocolate cake fudge

melted sugar

sweet

a day of silence

no hats

green grass

alive

just me

BAR

photo: BAR